Cards by Jinn

 

1 Acatl 4-4-11

What is called emotional, is actually an ability to feel and sense at levels that may be considered raised. Not caring, or reduced sensory and responsiveness, as well as blockages in empathetic conduction, could create a situation where mandatory readjustment is inevitable, and beyond the means of a mans’ control.

 

2 Ocelotl 4-5-11

When you are alone, you have some realizations. Understand the plan of what can be had when you simply relax.

 

3 Cuauhtli 4-6-11

When there is no response, then there is not interest. Either a mutually beneficial contract, or characteristics that are pleasing. Without these, there wont be the connection that you desire. So what if your offerings in the contract are not enough and your personal characteristics are too incongruent? Then it is just let it go again expert.

 

 

4 Cozcacuauhtli 4-7-11

The isolation will be mitigated by cardinal directing. Return to what suits you well. Its hard to unplug, but a phase has been completed, and now you know what’s out there. Your next chapter awaits just around the corner.

　

5 Ollin 4-8-11

Green straight ahead is the way, survivor. Don’t let others hurt your individuality.

　

6 Tecpatl 4-9-11

Once upon a time, there was beauty in variance. Natural urges present, but there is a disconnect, because what is real is not ever seen, not a trifle too much.

　

7 Quiahuitl 4-10-11

Flow despite antagonisms. 7s are not easy. Illusions of grandeur that seem to cloud your judgments, perhaps yes or no. But points earned, lessons learned. What is will continue, no matter the joke, hatter. Anywayz…what could have been bold and strong sputters along like a hobbled little man peddling a crooked cart, fuckin umbrella stickin out.

 

8 Xochitl 4-11-11

There is a perfect symbol that goes around and around. Its sideways, and it means ‘continuous’.

　

9 Cipactli 4-12-11

Answers come up naturally. Like that time at the beach.  It might be difficult to get to these places for some.  But you cant let that affect your messages.  Work through it here so that when the clock turns about, you will have already remedied the occasion. 

 

10 Ehecatl 4-13-11

Splittsville.  What comes across is division, not strength. The constant battle between gee and haw is creating weakness.  An idea to unite for respect, to prevent the loss of it.

 

11 Calli 4-14-11

Someone said some rude things. Called me delusional, narcissistic, crazy. Its sad that someone would look at me like that. I doubt he knows how life is for an energetically challenged individual. He sees tangible. I see intangible. Oh I guess that’s what he meant by delusional.

However, I am not delusional, as my skills are real. Nor am I narcissistic.  Actually, I am empathetic. I feel everything your feeling. Sometimes I wish I could control it better. Then I might have peace for a night. (Why do you think I avoid eye contact, or purposely stare? So I can block you out, or read what you are thinking!) Also, like a lot of other women, I struggle with self doubt and low confidence at times. I am NOT a narcissist.

Don’t call me names or make accusations about ego, just because I like to be bold with my words and pictures, because I don’t lie about who I am, because I like to write, because I tease and joke, or I like to look a certain way, or because Im secretly extremely shy when it comes to one on one. I am giving and sensitive, passionate and loving, not crazy like you say. All females are highly emotional individuals, and with the amount of traumatization that women have to go through in this world just to survive…well if you cant handle us being ourselves, than that’s your problem.

You are angry and bitter, and it is that attitude that prevents you from recognizing and valuing sensitivity and individuality. Im not looking to be worshipped, what I want is love.  If you see crazy, narcissistical delusions of grandeur in me, then you have misunderstood everything.

 

12 Cuetzpallin 4-15-11

Misunderstandings occur and they should be prevented from occurring again. Have courage, because you like what you like, and your experiences and life are your own.

 

13 Coatl 4-16-11

Not every classification system will fit your pre printed labels. But if you don’t understand it, try learning about it, instead of getting angry. Your anger has destroyed things, and now you must face what lies ahead. Always smashing a path tends to destroy ones way. It is wise to listen to your inner voice when you see fear and hopelessness in her eyes.

 

 

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