Psychic Jinn

6-22-10 1 Mazatl

Maybe you like to withdraw, and go to where you will be left alone. Perhaps retiring to a dark place is what you want. But what instead will come to fruition, is a torrent of involvement. It brings good things, and I don’t want you to fear it.

6-23-10 2 Tochtli

Taking care of others helps one and yes the other. Think about needs, and how they can be satisfied.

6-24-10 3 Atl

Controlling desires can take hold, then what? Just sit back and enjoy the ride.

6-25-10 4 Itzcuintli

You can get all wrapped up in yourself, surround yourself with your things, draw the curtains closed and shut everyone out. Maybe you’ll even get all hunched over, like fuckin Quasi Moto or Igor. But the distinction is this…do you work for your own, or do you serve a master?

6-26-10 5 Ozomatli

I use olive oil to remove my make up. To apply it, I have all sorts of brushes. Put it on, take it off. I guess I still like playing dress up…it’s a noteworthy distraction.

6-27-10 6 Malinalli

Can you be Mr. Fix It? Now that you know what the problem is, it should not be overly complicated to arrive at a good solution. Accusations of vagueness aren’t warranted because you don’t take this seriously anyway, so why should more come about?

6-28-10 7 Acatl

An immediate sense of feeling cannot be ignored. Maybe the initial response is defense because of the fear and insecurity. Lets not get too way back, but conquering the irrational thought is necessary if you want to move on to the next level. Better fill up your power reserve to 100% first before beginning.

6-29-10 8 Ocelotl

What you seek is hidden. There is nothing negative here, but an ease energetic that is like molasses.

6-30-10 9 Cuauhtli

So you want to be free to feel the wind beneath, pushing upwards..it is yours to feel. What will you do when so high up? What view will capture your vision, and where are you taking this?

7-1-10 10 Cozcacuauhtli

Don’t get so far disconnected that you ignore your pertinent responabilities. They are not to be taken for granted. But dont agonize or wallow in guilt, which is such a block. Its best to have the realization and then a release, before implementing changes and vocalizing.

7-2-10 11 Ollin

Do you like to crunch and munch? I like to chew on…taffy…I love abba zabbas…sticky sugar within peanut butter?

7-3-10 12 Tecpatl

Why is it so    ? I like editing. I have noticed that you sometimes take my words and bend them to your will. But thing is, there have been times where I got hurt. Now Im scared to type at times, wondering what you’ll do.

7-4-10 13 Quiahuitl

6-9-10 1 Ocelotl

The tin man was looking, said he didn’t have, couldn’t feel. But along the road, he grew what was necessary. By the way, his name is Jack.

6-10-10 2 Cuauhtli

A brain functions as a computer, and visa versa. Programming is key, and shit will lead to bugs. Therefore, propose to find the solution to create beginnings that will carry toward perfection.

6-11-10 3 Cozcacuauhtli

High and lofty thoughts kept to themselves, development of the skill to inquire, receive, perceive, and release. Can you do that?

6-12-10 4 Ollin

I love Elvis. I just learned he had a twin brother. It amazes…to realize how divine inspiration or intervention manifests.

6-13-10 5 Tecpatl

Ask yourself, ‘what do I need to do to get the outcome that I desire?’ It may take a skilled hand to etch out the plan and requirements. Dont take these things lightly. Just because the words are brief, doesn’t mean the meaning is simple.

6-14-10 6 Quiahuitl

I found some of my old notes I had made years ago. I saw a diagram where I had drawn the levels of the mind… superego, ego, and id, based on Freud’s model of psyche. I was philosophizing, and I came to understand layering. Receives and transmits, receives responds transmits, receive and reacts.

6-15-10 7 Xochitl

Enjoy when it is present, do not lament when it is absent. Value that which you take for granted, because nothing is permanent.

6-16-10 8 Cipactli

Assess where you are leading me please. Am I just supposed to trust you? I mean, give up worries, put my faith in you? Even so, what ‘already has been’ possibly is a little, ummhowshouldisaythistormenting.

6-17-10 9 Ehecatl

Put feelings aside. Meditate on nothing. Let no thought disturb you. There is a great wind that seeks to penetrate your mind. Will you allow it?

6-18-10 10 Calli

Changes…all I can say is, it starts from within. In order for it to occur, there is a realization of else.

6-19-10 11 Cuetzpallin

Entertain thoughts of giving and it will flow like a river. Just the image alone that you have is enough to get things moving again.

6-20-10 12 Coatl

Deviousness is perhaps a good quality gone bad. There is certainly a high level of intelligence occurring. But there is also a slight twinge of live evil that when combined, manifests itself as the characteristic.

6-21-10 13 Miquiztli

On a clear night and a lightless Lune, what you see are stars and planets. We understand what they are, comprised of physical element like water, gas, fire and solid…but what affect are they having on physical existence? Their sheer size and motion is enough to cause question, their seemingly infinite existence does help the effect of time.

5-27-10 1 Cipactli

Normally all is centered, but it is different today. Do we read from left to right, from up to down? And what bird does have the biggest heart?

5-28-10 2 Ehectal

A freshness is bestowed upon my face, and healing happens because of self denial. What does that mean when words are vague and so inside, that none from outside easily understand.

5-29-10 3 Calli

There are some techniques that one might try, when inside a dark place. The walls often feel like they are closing in upon, and sometimes the way to deal with that is to use the technique.

5-30-10 4 Cuetzpallin

Who are the valued, who are not? It has nothing to do with your monthly statement, stack them chips as you will. It is about your depth.

5-31-10 5 Coatl

Slithering along the cold dungeon floor, is the most mysterious reptile you will see. It isn’t what you think, but yes, of course it will flow and move. But do you still see through the pitch dark as you once did when the torch was lit? Of course not, that is for a certain purpose. Don’t question why because I wont give it straight.

6-1-10 6 Miquiztli

Newsflash, “matter will win over antimatter”. Its fun to watch because as scared as we get, to see it proven is sacred.

6-2-10 7 Mazatl

A volatile approach is what could create opportunities. Who has the biggest? It better be you, if your ready.

6-3-10 8 Tochtli

Feed me, see more, feed me all night long.

6-4-10 9 Atl

Sails up, check the list thrice. Binocs will help so that you have long vision.

6-5-10 10 Itzcuintli

Who do you pledge fealty to? Who or what could possibly deserve you? Careful who you align yourself with. They need you, but you do not need them.

6-6-10 11 Ozomatli

Its only a few steps away, so just relax and believe that things are within your grasp. Confidence, please.

6-7-10 12 Malinalli

Yes, the individual is greater than the corporation. Its just lately, you totally seem to be missing that point. With the realization of the importance of each life, then maybe things can start balancing out. Im trying to not preach, yall..but seriously, open your eyes.

6-8-10 13 Acatl

I spied upon him, he didn’t know I was there. I watched him for a long time, sharpening his spear, testing the tip, re-checking the trajectory possibility. I thought he looked like a god, because his eyes were red and he had bloodletting scars up and down his body…ears that bore the mark of penitence.

1 Quiahuitl 11-26-09

Normally, the methods are subtle, they flow. There is a lot of generacy of balance, a word now overused. Instead there will be a response.

2 Xochitl 11-27-09

The hunger is for nothing you can satisfy. Try as you may, promise as you might. When it comes down to it, what is needed is simply not available at this time.

3 Cipactli 11-28-09

Now I see a scramble, a mad dash for that and this. Thrown together like scrap, like hash, everything all amiss.

4 Ehectal 11-29-09

Oh yes, winds from four directions, all blow towards the middle. Currents seen through leaves and papers, will tell an easy riddle. One carries heat, another depth, one pulls forth tears, true yes I have wept. The last one is sharp, it slices through layers, going up and away, ascending like our prayers.

5 Calli 11-30-09

When was the last time you cleaned up? I mean, things are a mess…dust everywhere, dirty clothes, old spider webs, fast food drink container, beer cans, is that rotten food over there? You are a slob! Clean this shit up right now!

6 Cuetzpallin 12-01-09

So maybe the joke is so familiar, that it ceases to be funny. There are only so many times one can hear the same thing, before it starts to get old.

7 Coatl 12-2-09

Land lubber. That is such an odd word. Where did that come from? It doesn’t matter. I just see excited and unpredictable waves, that is all.

8 Miquiztli 12-3-09

The colors are obscured. There is rain. It is both comforting and frightening, the thunder and lightening, because it is needed, but also, it does purify.

9 Mazatl 12-4-09

Express what you need clearly. The answer will be clear as well. There will be no moments of hesitation because there is simply no time to decide. Once the question is posed, and the answer given, then you have already made up your mind.

10 Tochtli 12-5-09

Now is the time to turn off the lights. Light a candle and put it in the corner. Walk over to the mirror on the wall. Remember how the queen herself showed you? Say something different this time, but still in a rhyme…it will awaken when it sees you are present, white as snow.

11 Atl 12-6-09

What makes you push forth? There is a force that drives you, obviously. But what is it? The need to be the best? The need for glory? Desires to challenge oneself? Or to prove something…never the mind. What is real to you is real.

12 Itzcuintli 12-7-09

Once you know where your focus is, you shouldn’t let anything deter you from it. The ultimate goal is clear and very pure, and it does not matter what others from other circles will say, because this is the next phase, and you have already let me know that the previous cycle is now over. I must say you exceeded all my expectations, and even though I do not verbalize clearly, what I am really feeling, I think you know exactly what I am.

13 Ozomatli 12-8-09

What a difference a day makes…words for newness? Let us see…protection, success, good health and longevity, stability, comforts, love, appropriate challenges, and caring for others, so mote it be.

1 Miquiztli 11-13-09

The tendencies of the situation are complicated because they are unexpected. Demands are made; what I’m offering is a bouquet of roses, pansies, forget-me-nots, baby’s breath, dandelions, snapdragons, and iris.

2 Mazatl 11-14-09

Pleasing everyone will satisfy no one. Spreading yourself thin these days? Why bother with that. Am I saying be selfish? Well, no. What Im saying is just focus on the main thing.

3 Tochtli 11-15-09

Walls are like paper. Raised voices carry far. All will be privy to discussions, so its best to walk a tightrope.

4 Atl 11-16-09

God damn it, sometimes you can be so stubborn! Did I really just type that? Yes I did. Will that be edited out? No!

5 Itzcuintli 11-17-09

You will be driven hard. Run roughshod over difficult terrain. Ruts in the mud will make the old highway slow, also there are too many clogging the road. But I know a way around all this mess, its just you have to go through a dark path.

6 Ozomatli 11-18-09

I ask you, do you like to be pushed? Maybe you will say.. “depends where you’re pushing me to Jinn”. Hmm..how bout…Here.

7 Malinalli 11-19-09

You don’t seem to want to make do with what I have given you, although I admit I have not revealed what it is exactly, that you will need. You seem to think you have the understanding. But still, the impressions that are given appear too simple. What is needed is a compound formula; add that to the fat, put in a earthenware jar in the sun for a few days, and then put it directly over a heat source to decoct for a few days. Strain through muslin. I have modified the recipe cuz some ingredients are out of date.

8 Acatl 11-20-09

Traditional methods of handling things works well. Deviation from ways that are tried and true may be unnecessary at this time. But which method will serve best?

9 Ocelotl 11-21-09

When you read at night, do you have enough light? Is the bulb above you shining bright? When you run eyes across words, does your mind alight? With noises and smells, feelings and sight?

10 Cuauhtli 11-22-09

Put in effort. Ask how you can do better. Ask “Am I doing what is right?”

11 Cozcacuauhtli 11-23-09

What kind of unpleasantness have you been avoiding? Its like an ostrich..oops..wrong bird. But you get the point.

12 Ollin 11-24-09

The way of control can be give and take. Rights and privileges come and go, to be determined by superiors, supposedly based on our merit, but that does not guarantee fairness.

13 Tecpatl 11-25-09

A torrent of brilliance. It is beautiful and frightening in its uncompromising necessity, pulsing through a course of channels, providing the live medium for the portrait.

1 Acatl 10-31-09

It will be a battle for what matters most.

2 Ocelotl 11-1-09 

Plans, scans, hands, sands..sometimes the words just pop up. Don’t act at this time…at least not this day. Wait till chance presents itself, there will be a way.

3 Cuauhtli 11-2-09

Our heart will lead us to the correct conclusions. This may hurt just a little bit. Don’t worry,.. you won’t have to bend over and cough.

4 Cozcacuahuhtli 11-3-09

Letting go of things..yes. It could be time. But please exercise a careful hand whilst deciding what is what.

5 Ollin 11-4-09

Now.

6 Tecpatl 11-5-09

Cap’n…cut throat villains be plannin on sendin sum scurvied thugs on board the ship…unless ye be wantin to outfit us with tha proper gats.. An’ a fine way to ensure yer booty is secure.

7 Quiahuitl 11-6-09

I said once..‘drops of blood for drops of rain…just the pride of toil and pain’. But I said it slightly different back then, and that was a long time ago. But it comes again to my mind, and I am left to divine why it was reminded to me. What I have come up with so far is…perhaps because of the times.

8 Xochitl 11-7-09

Man, tell that bitch to be cool, hunnybunny. Ha ha..you know. But seriously people, this does come after the moment of clarity. Review the story in chronological order, and it will show what you need to know.

9 Cipactli 11-8-09

Oh my….so intelligent. Speaks so graciously. Perfect delivery. Outstanding composition, bewildering sense of preparedness. Absolutely exciting presentation. Excellent.

10 Ehecatl 11-9-09

And here is the wind again, it does not ever dissipate. In it, I hear the following: The stimulated point is made so, because of the antithesis of what is. But we know this already..it is just that sometimes we are reminded of such. Consider it beneficial to recognize the true nature as it exists in the physical, ie..the need to create. But because of this, the need to destroy as well. That is the façade that has been created for us. Dwelling here could be closer to what it had been intended to be, but it will take much effort to alter the creation to get there. But again, this is natural cycle as well. I am going around in circles…ahh…continuity. Sigh.

11 Calli 11-10-09

I love secret passageways. Hidden doorways, moving staircases. The passageway I see is dark, horizontal (for the most part), fast, cold and damp. But before you jump to conclusions, realize others too will be seeking it. Best to modify it a bit for your own protection.

12 Cuetzpallin 11-11-09

Despite the stresses, the teasing, the pain in the neck, the barf-like feelings of dread and despair…everything is going to be ok. I have told you so many times. Perhaps these things are sent your way to challenge you, again and again, like I always have, like I always will.

13 Coatl 11-12-09

So much power. The best plans have guaranteed the best results.

1 Xochitl 10-18-09

A hunger is present. But to be satisfied is wonderful. Sometimes we trick ourselves, or sometimes we treat ourselves. But ultimately, when we can see the difference, we have completion.

2 Cipactli 10-19-09

There is not going to be a way to that seemingly pleasant perfection today, because there is opposition and temporary delay, which could cause thoughts to go astray.

3 Ehectal 10-20-09

I will meet you at the following destination. Let us see if you can locate where this is. I see a flat plain. The ground is cracked. It feels like a high plateau. There are hills perhaps in the distance. The sky is pale lavender. I can hear the wind. It is strong and obvious.

4 Calli 10-21-09

Definitely look in your own house. It is probably where you always walk by. The attitudinal irritations within those walls seem to come from one place. And so it will be that purification is necessary.

5 Cuetzpallin 10-22-09

How do you know when you have hurt someone else’s feelings? Well, for some, they shall make their sentiments verbal…others go clam stew. But still, aren’t you sensitive enough to not act like a buffoon? Or is that really just how deep it goes?

6 Coatl 10-23-09

Will it change the ways? Is that what you want to know? Ways will always be.

7 Miquiztli 10-24-09

The mysterious seven went out to see, a little bit of history. Briefly touching upon sacred ground, but uttering not a word, a noise, or a sound.

8 Mazatl 10-25-09

What pours out? Umm..emotions, rain, love, honesty, blood, juice …and something else…do I dare say what it is? For so long, it had been all tied up…stuck at this particular spot, it had stopped the clock, I mean clock-stopped…but now it is released, hands spin now, a cycle is new. Let go to move, poured forth. Can you guess what it is? One more clue, a close one…when in old town, have some decent shells.

9 Tochtli 10-26-09

So look at you, walking around, in a drunken stupor. Yes I said you. You have perhaps had too much…of everything. Yes we have discussed excessiveness before, but you seemed to have always blown it off. Maybe now we can work together to clean up your act, and then everyone else’s.

10 Atl 10-27-09

Laugh it off when they talk shit, because they know nothing of how things really are for you. It is so easy to point the finger and say..“look at him, hes a this and a that, and he does this and he does that”. But when I look at these people, I see slack jawed fucking yokels…so don’t even trip when these freaks go hyuk hyuk!!!

11 Itzcuintli 10-28-09

I still want things to be improved. I look around, and everyone needs help. From most levels. There is only so much push and pull, that one can do to help things along. If this is not assisted along with outright action, reasonable intelligence and appropriate modifications, then where is this going?

12 Ozomatli 10-29-09

The gift presented, is not deserved. But truly thankful is the recipient.

13 Malinalli 10-30-09

Wait..there is this woven-together grass…I remember it fondly, like it was yesterday, or months ago, or today…ok..I got it, it is all at once, everywhere. The weaving is how we “pass the time”.

1 Mazatl 10-5-09 (nemontemi)

 Too short, if the feeling is fought. Efforts made are all for naught. Things will be as they come, nothing to worry about; don’t look at obstacles; wash away the doubts.

2 Tochtli 10-6-09 (nemontemi)

A creative spark is felt a world away, because it is a catalyst for what will be here in the now, but later on. Its like trickle down, but use live instead of evil. Its quid quo, no pro.  You arrive at trust, eventually, but its just a crazy path to get there.

 3 Atl 10-7-09

13 Quiahuitl 10-17-09

Is your head spinning? You are like wtf now Jinn? Well my love, you know what is real, and what is not. You have had enough time by now running around with those crazy thoughts in ya mind, just tryin to sort it all out. But heres a thought.. why don’t you stop searching for what is was you thought you always wanted, and ask yourself if you have it already right now. I sense that the changes you have been through recently have altered your goals dramatically. I hope you can slow your roll long enough to see that before you’ve run too far away.

There is a pool of water, that glistens blue and crystal. A gentle narrow waterfall feeds it, lightly hugging the greened cliff side, which is covered with moss and ferns that are so delicate, like lace. In the middle of the pool is a rock, with a flat top, the rock stands as a fine place to keep a sacred flame.

4 Itzcuintli 10-8-09

Now you will have some ‘splaining to do…because others need answers, and not only that, guidance. So don’t just assume that everyone will know what you are talking about. You may actually have to spell it out.

5 Ozomatli 10-9-09

Attention-grabbing headlines!! I can see it now…oh..wait…headlines? If I am referring to what we call, news…then surely I cant be serious? Oh, I am serious, but my name aint Shirley, and news aint news, even if it is sly-as-a-fox. Stop.

6 Malinalli 10-10-09

The heart of the matter…I love that song. Its so sad, but pure..you know? Like when things are that pure, it moves right through. It is sang like that.

7 Acatl 10-11-09

You know, there are these times when you have to take the spear down that is hanging on the wall and go bust some shit.

8 Ocelotl 10-12-09

Running through the forest I see, what appears to be another. At least I think there is another one. But is it true? Just like..

9 Cuauhtli 10-13-09

So everybody around you will be having these high expectations of you. I am not worried about your skills, though…you are fine. But how will you handle them? Because they will need to be handled.

10 Cozcacuauhtli 10-14-09

Back to the matter … the real reason is because there is an inner resentment that has fostered instead of being healed. It is affecting a significant portion of the puzzle. Things are not coming together as planned because of retardation. Resentment of what is natural and beautiful. All this, despite an obvious significant upper hand. Spoilage could be a word, maybe over-contentment, an energetic gluttony, or like an overgrown baby, a simplistic kind, a one way mind, but still that resentment. Is it inherent Lil? I don’t know.

11 Ollin 10-15-09

Look mom, its shakenbake…no more ring around the collar…wheres the beef..ive gotta go!!!…and I don’t have to go right now.. But man it sure is gritty..hefty hefty hefty,wimpy wimpy wimpy…choosy moms choose…has criss cross shaping, so I always look better, whatever I wear.

12 Tecpatl 10-16-09

Efforts sustained will be measured quickly

What can tell me better than your own words?

For so long since my ache has given me

The means to always feel you are near by.

1 Cipactli 9-9-9

Lets start from the very beginning, it’s a very good place to start. Jack climbs up the beanstalk, Jack tumbles down the hill, Jack jumps over the candlestick, and Jack reveals the moonface to Jill.

2 Ehecatl 9-10-9

To create a masterpiece takes time. You wont always be in control, because artistic gifts are best when you let them just be. If you allow the energy to flow without trying to control it..that is what I want you to do.

3 Calli 9-11-9

What will bring inspiration to your heart? I know what will bring it to mine..

4 Cuetzpallin 9-12-9

Old old jokes raise up to shout, express your feelings, express your doubts. There are too many, what 85 of you now? Open the gates, just watch how.

5 Coatl 9-13-9

If you think that you have it all figured out..you don’t. There are still plenty of things that have yet to be resolved, or discovered. Never complacent, always on the move..it is hard to find rest when there is work left.

6 Miquiztli 9-14-9

Creation, destruction, creation, destruction, creation, destruction, creation, destruction, creation, destruction, creation, destruction.

7 Mazatl 9-15-9

Im so freakin hungry..chomp. We all are. But what is it that feeds us? What will satisfy us the most? Nothing else will do and Im done pretending.

8 Tochtli 9-16-9

Did you say that you wanted love? Can you handle it all when it arrives to you?

9 Atl 9-17-9

Watch out cuz if you keep going, I see hot water! I mean its like those under-the-ocean volcanoes…where the minerals rise up to form beautiful sculpted mountains…

10 Itzcuintli 9-18-9

Maybe it is time you assessed where it is that you are going. You are brought to a location. An intersection of a façade, called time and space…now that you are here, where is it that you will go? Will you be led, or will you lead? Is there a difference?

11 Ozomatli 9-19-9

Put on the goddam dress, get up there, and do your lil ditty!!!

12 Malinalli 9-20-9

So you are now wondering just what is it exactly that is occurring here. Well, I have learned to say, but only very recently, I don’t have an answer for ya on that one.

13 Acatl 9-21-9

The strongest thing, physically, is a warrior who has to kill to survive. The strongest thing, energetically, is the force that creates the opposition for him, challenging his every last bit of strength. To see how far the brave soldier is willing to go, to maintain an existence in the creation.

1 Tochtli 8/27/09

At times, you find yourself running around, needfully looking for that which you feel you need. Hands outstretched, grasping out for these things. And it keeps on being given, thing after thing. The more that is given, the more you will need. So you will be endlessly searching for more, and there shall be no end to your quest.

2 Atl 8/28/09

When I look at life, I see what is behind it. A tree has a glow that stretches to meet me as I walk by, it absorbs my thoughts…it sees into my heart. A bird that flies overhead, will show me the answers to my questions, but it is up to me if I can figure out what his wings are saying. When I look out over the ocean, what feelings arrive with the waves? And when a fire burns, its path is like a serpent.. do you see turquoise deep within the flames?

3 Itzcuintli 8/29/09

How do you remain calm when the situation causes you to act on instinct? There has to be a way for you to allow yourself to follow your hunches, sniff out the rat, or dig around till you find the bones..?

4 Ozomatli 8/30/09

So today you will not be the leader. You will be asked to serve, give and work. Provide instruction to the ones that will carry out the task. Life isn’t always about you, although you have lived most of your life believing that is the case. However, I ask that today, you cease to view the universe from your own single minded perspective, and fully realize you are just a small leaf on a really big tree.

5 Malinalli 8/31/09

What if you were challenged with a situation where you had to face your fears to get what you needed? Like, what if you needed this plant, see…and it was the only thing that can heal the wound…but its like growing on the side of this cliff n shit…and you have no one to counter on the other end of your rope as you climb up…so there will be no rope. That means if you fall…but what if you don’t even try to climb up? Then the cure will never be produced. Therefore, you have to climb. And now you are asking me…Will I make it Jinn? And I am saying, you decide.

6 Acatl 9/1/09

So, will you take the double dare, or accept the physical challenge? Remember that the dare may cause you embarrassment, humiliation, and unknown outcomes. In the physical challenge, you will have a bunch of slop dropped on you…either way, if you win, there’s’ an awesome new bike as a prize!

7 Ocelotl 9/2/09

Since the brain is itself a computer, and programs may be created to enhance the experience with computers, then the potential of what the human brain can do should be unlimited. So where do the limitations come from, that constantly block our attempts at willful advancing as a species? That is also a program, the blocks, but it can be removed… because the way it works is that there is a program for blockage removal as well. Just scan the web for the right one, download, install and run.

8 Cuauhtli 9/3/09

The ability that you have to take what’s in your mind, and create it outwardly with your hands…that is unique…the constant urge to create will always be there, and maybe it is through this that things are maintained. Avoid a lack of focus, a scattered goal, or an in insufficient means to achieve them.

9 Cozcacuauhtli 9/4/09

Wisdom needs to be in place so that things follow in line.

10 Ollin 9/5/09

Things can get really dark when there is no light, and it is at night, this I have said before. Sometimes the strongest spot in a house is actually through a door.

11 Tecpatl 9/6/09

So what about that insatiable hunger, that is always pestering your thoughts. Because it is not thoughts that contribute to this, it is the result of cause and effect.

12 Quiahuitl 9/7/09

Blessings will come when we ask to be released from karmic patterns. It does not have to be complicated, and the simpler, the better.

13 Xochitl 9/8/09

And that is the completion of this journey. It was beautiful, frightening, humorous, confusing. All things will eventually become something else, but let us look forward to what will come next.

1 Cuauhtli 8-14-09

What is love? There many forms, and can love move from one category to another, with a balance of consequences and outcomes…? What colors do you see when love comes to you? When love arrives through me, it is a rush..a feeling of intoxication, an exhilaration of sensation. And then there is beauty… Yes.. she is so perfect, innocent… just like a briar rose.

2 Cozcacuauhtli 8-15-09

Power struggles arise because both are equals, but they don’t want to admit it. ‘Its my way or the highway’ they say…but the highway is a lonely and unsafe place when you’re walking alone.

3 Ollin 8-16-09

Adjust the way you deal with others, if there is a chance you have not had recent interactions that you would consider beneficial. Self expression does not come easy for everyone, and if the instinctive response has been to show non responsiveness, then take a risk and be creative with demonstrating your thoughts using a medium they will comprehend.

4 Tecpatl 8-17-09

There would be a room for all my jewelry with softly lit mirrors everywhere…the walls would be hung with pure silk, of course it is pink. Pictures of lovely ladies, dressed and undressed also hang on the walls, and the ceiling is covered with pictures of intimate images and scenes I will leave unsaid. Every day I will try on all my jewels, admiring myself in the mirror..while I eat one chocolate truffle after another, dancing naked wearing sparkling rubies, emeralds, sapphires and diamonds, that glisten and shimmer on my body.

5 Quiahuitl 8-18-09

The reason why is because there is so much pain. ‘…find another way to say it?… but that is the reason why.

6 Xochitl 8-19-09

Sometimes beauty is so overwhelming, that we cant look at it directly. We find a way to avoid it, dodging, pretending.. being shy and insecure. But when it finds us, and recognizes us from the dream, then any maleficent thorns that arise will cause only a scratch.

7 Cipactli 8-20-09

You want to be in control because you think you are the best one for the job. But what happens when something arises that is powerfully emotional? This seems to be the thing that the most controlling people cannot deal with.

8 Ehecatl 8-21-09

Put your heart and soul into your work…display your feelings through methods that can capture exactly what it is you are experiencing. If it doesn’t represent an important part of you somehow, then what is it then?

9 Calli 8-22-09

What has happened behind closed doors will be released, and things will come out. Some will smile and laugh now, others will frown and cry later.

10 Cuetzpallin 8-23-09

Tricky traps try to tangle, so just remember that triangle. Always effortless, seamless, accurate, and strong. Physically acted out, or just simply drawn.

11 Coatl 8-24-09

Do you know how to raise power? Draw it down? Send it out, pull it in? What can you do to change this into that? What things have you tried, that you will tell no one else? Tell me what things have you done?

12 Miquiztli 8-25-09

The thing about life, is that there is the balance we all like to be cliché about. But when one day you feel such pain and sadness, and then the next day you are brought up from those dark depths with glorious abundant love…it is sometimes hard to reconcile the two…but that is life and there are both.

13 Mazatl 8-26-09

It takes so long to get there, and there will be so much. But there is nothing compared to the wisdom achieved, through selfless dedication to God.

1 Ehecatl 8-1-09

I was in the house, and it was around the time when the sun is born.. I was watching the events of nightly life unfold before me, and certain situational factors did contribute to heightened states of awareness. The air was still, but the sound gave off strong vibrations and echoes. What would have been standardly hidden, suddenly became obvious. The echoes were the actuality of being inside ones mind.

2 Calli 8-2-09

Ask yourself why this has happened, and you will be led to the correct answers. When you hear the answers, you will still resist. You can try to allow further thoughts to progress, perhaps into territory that is normally considered too impractical…then you will really understand why.

3 Cuetzpallin 8-3-09

Do you like to be teased? Played with? Made to look silly? Mmmaybe not. But still, sometimes it can be fun to do the teasing…you know?? Oh wait…are your feelings hurt? Does that mean you actually have a heart? Because I swaer to bob, I thought I saw a black hole where its supposed to be.

4 Coatl 8-4-09

The course will change because the natural forces around will decide to change it. Yes there will be wind and rain, but I know you will ask me where, so I will say…“where it is needed most”.

5 Miquiztli 8-5-09

First of all, there will be no light. Second, you will still be able to see. Third.. you will be tested, fourth, it will hurt, and fifth, your intelligence will keep you viable.

6 Mazatl 8-6-09

The ground that is walked upon has been brown and dry. It crunches underfoot, it has burrs, crickles, and prickles. Socks are messed up, feet stung with thorns.

7 Tochtli 8-7-09

Up-ending things, knocking things over, causing much imbalance in the force. It is because it is trapped and there needs to be a way to release it. Bring it back where you got it.

8 Atl 8-8-09

There is a way to fly about, it helps to have something to carry you, of course like a magic carpet. (I like to pretend I am Scheherazade, telling stories at night). Who do you like to pretend that you are? It doesn’t have to make sense. But images are images, whether it is seen with your iris..what a dazzling array of colors, rainbows, patterns of light. Or it is seen in your mind…limitless and uncontrollable like the winds from the east.

9 Itzcuintli 8-9-09

Changes have to occur, but it will be in the realm of, yes that’s right…your mind. Because your thought process is causing repetitive blockages, therefore preventing you from advancing on your physical path. This is also preventing your advancement spiritually, but when I look around, what I see are too many who are not able to think on their own. It is like some have been left behind…not some…a lot.

10 Ozomatli 8-10-09

Its so like the plays the thing…boy..why you so obsessed wit me?

11 Malinalli 8-11-09

Think carefully about what you will need to do in order to accomplish your goals.
Options surround you, and there is something for every need. Or, there is one thing for all needs. Sharing is caring, maybe…but is there enough to go ‘round? Everything must be planned so carefully, because there is no room for error. Maybe it comes down to trust.

12 Acatl 8-12-09

The hall of the warrior is dark and lengthy. 12 displays of shields and armor are on the sides of the hall, each one carefully lighted to show the craftsmanship and power, of the smith and the warrior. Near the end of the hall are 3 doors. Behind each door is a box, each box contains 4 items. Each item will be what is needed to carry out your goal. Do you have the keys to the doors? Do you have the keys to the boxes? Did you ever find where I put the keys?…I hid them awhile back and asked you to look.

13 Ocelotl 8-13-09

It will always be so many steps ahead. It is hard to keep up with at times because there are elaborate twists an turns, and false leads, and challenges. But it is like a maze or a labyrinth, where every time you turn, there is a new sight or spectacle to see. Sometimes what you see causes anguish, tears, or pain. Other times, humor, levity, excitement, or beauty. There is a risk of minimizing the work, or maximizing the work. Walking a tightrope to describe it, but maybe what it is, is whatever we want it to be. Maybe what we are, is whatever it wants us to be.